i’m scared to fall in love.
i’m scared i never will.
On The Words of the Priest
I’m a guy who tries to go to church every Sunday and tries to be an avid listener when the priest talks. I remember him last month talking about love. From what I can remember, he said something like, it’s important to open up and to love another or something relating to the word love and having some sort of self-fulfillment. I don’t know. But for the most part, the reason I’m “blogging” is because as much as I try to apply the words of God, sometimes I have trouble understanding that underlying meaning of love. And sometimes, I feel so terrible that at times, I’m a emotionless, heartless, robot who feels that he is programmed to never love. Maybe when I have that sense of understanding of what love is, then maybe I could start to break free and love. I don’t know.
I just felt like writing this because I’m bored for the most part.
